Batgirl, welcome to the forum and so glad you did find us, and very happy you decided to say hi. I have no idea how you feel in relation to being shot under those circumstances obviously, and I am so sorry that such a thing occured to you and your families life. I do know and understand the symptoms though that your suffering. That is a truely terrible thing to happen to any person, and I really do feel for you about the circumstances and event itself.

Do you know why your father went of the rails? Could I guess he most likely had PTSD unknowingly, hence the suicide and shootings?