batgirl, So very glad you found and joined us. Welcome! Do identify with your PTSD and symptoms....as you've stated. The cause is different, but the PTSD the same. Again, Welcome. And, hey, stick around with us. Certain you must have had to be an incredibly strong individual, and Sane to make it this far, despite anything and everything you might add to the contrary. Don't know you, but feel as if I do. Bless you. and.....please jump right in and immerse yourself. Look forward to hearing from you.