Hi all, I have already posted my pitiful story in the introductions and have spent the last few days viewing this site as an outsider. To tell you the truth I don't even remember writing my story, but that seems to be typical of my life these days. There seems to be alot of days I don't remember. I have had a fairly decent couple of days worked for 2 of them, which I don't complain about because I am fortunate that I am still able to work. I still can't get rested I feel like the last time that I slept was years ago, Meds to sleep only help so much. The nightmares seem to be more real and now I see things happening in them that I don't rember ever happening. Oh well I guess that is something to bring up with my doc tomorrow.