Memory

My heart calls, bleeding broken
you broke my trust, my lost innocent
why hurt me more? have I not suffered enough?
Do I need to be punished for something I didn't do.

My body was there, my mind was not
my soul cried out, a pain ne'er forgot
I want to forget you brother, I want to but heal
I can't forgive you, I'm just not strong enough.

The words stay unspoken, my tongue mute
Even now I will protect you brother
Even now I keep that bitter past safe
Even now while I long to hate.

I can't forgive you twin
I can't let the past go
Locked behind walls, hidden beneath
The gossamer silk of my mind.