I believe you were thinking very clear when you responded to my post. You expressed exactly how I feel and right now the pain is back with a vengance so when my hubby gets up and after my kiddo is off to school we are going BACK TO THE ER. Then THEY CAN GET IN TOUCH WITH THIS WITCH DOCTOR and see how she expects me to deal. They told me if I was still in bad shape today to come back and they would do what they could to help me. That ER doc was pretty disgusted with my PSYCHIC HEALER OF A NEUROLOGIST so that is my plan. I even called my therapists crisis number last night because I was beside myself, not suiciadal more on the homocidal side because I could not sleep I could not lay down so I rested most of the night in my massage chair with the heat on FULL BLAST!!!!! I refuse to have another night like last night because somehow I do not believe this is good for my emotional health.