Very touching. I don't know what hubs tells people or if they ask. You know that aspect never crossed my mind I just figured his parents were not pleased was as far as it went as they have seen a bad moment and ourburst. He tells me that there is no way they can look at the beautiful grand-daughter I gave them and doubt. (I think that is BS)

It is normally I who asks him this. As I think I would have run from this. But he tells me he sees me. He sees me mess up a lot and fall apart but he sees and knows the woman I really am and he gets glimpses of that before I get swallowed once again. He says he knows we will get to a better place as we work together and he will have the "real" me more often. The woman he is in love with.

He found me with this undiagnosed and uncontrolled. He still married me knowing I had something wrong. His only marriage. Not young. We planned and had our daughter before marriage. He is not a loser or gluten for punishment or unable to have ladies, he did. But he chose this one. Blows me away, but he sees someone others do not. Now we know it is PTSD and he holds on to me that much harder. It is love. I was diagnosed with this the first time a couple weeks after we married. We have been together a while but stalled the actual vows.