It is so easy to talk about animals. It is stress relief in so many ways.
Yesterday my dog killed one of our turkeys. Not his fault as hubs was teasing him, with the turkey an hour before. Had bigfire and I am totally scewed up mentally right now. :fart-face Back in my room and ready to stay here forever at this moment in time. Farm life is so easy to dismiss in others eyes.
Had people here yesterday and got ditched with bunch of drunks by hubs.
Had friend over and told I am spreading my legs for everybody. Can't do it.
PTSD is all sex oriented and I just can't after f@@@in big sack of shit is here.
Sorry venting. ranting.................
Am ready to quit job and stay home forever at this moment.