Joanna, Joanna,... Joanna...
I don't think you need a kick in the ass...
You've already gotten enough crap from whoever is calling you a slut.
Please don't tell me it's hubby!

I don't blame you for taking the liqour and drinking,
if it was "shoved" into your room while you were emotional... well, I'm sure I would've taken a shot or two in that situation!

Rumours are brutal... but honestly...if a person is going to be spreading rumours about you... are they really your friend?
After basically losing every single friend... I've learned that they weren't true friends...
they really didn't care about me... so I decided not to care about them, or what they think.

It's so easy to hide... I do it all the time.
But there is the point where we are going to need to crawl out of our "safe haven"... we can't stay there forever... what kind of life would that be??

Darn, I hope I'm not rambling... I've had a beer or two. (Don't worry, I don't drink often!)

Hope you start feeling better Joanna
Y&A