Anthony...kudos for your words..you have the best way of putting "medical talk" into laymans terms, and the compassion ALWAYS comes thru :) Princess, I think your brother is so worried about you that anger is his only defense now. We all end up in anger and frustration when our own emotions get in the way. You have no blame for that, it is a shame that he has chosen that path. I myself used to have to deal with the same thing in my life, someone loves you so much they feel helpless to "save" you from it. But again it was someone else pushing their "cure" onto me, and it wasn't me. Kinda like putting clothes on that are too small/large. You are very welcome Princess, as was mentioned before, have a read at the different posts, you will find that there is always something that feels right, a kind of truth in everything someone says...you'll always get a reply to your concerns...people are friendly here...Welcome