I have slept most of the last 2 days away....just could not bear the idea of going out....I think that I have now set it firmly in my mind that I will go out tomorrow.....WANT TO VOTE!!!!!! This is a very important governor race here in OHIO.....No more Republicans for me!!!!!!! The poor, homeless, and disabled have had too many important services taken away from them!!!!...then the Republican Governor was convicted of 4 ethics charges and did not even resign!!!! Screw that party!!!! I am voting for Ted Strickland!!!! :claps: I have been getting rather cold....my son sent two different winter coats....one too small.....the other defective....so to the post office I will go to tomorrow!!!! Then I need to get groceries and do a load of wash....Busy! Busy! Busy! I am grateful that my body has stopped it's violent shaking!!! That's been a real bitch on and off these past few weeks since I decided to get off one med [with psychodoc approval] then when the nightmares and physical symptoms got overwhelming I decided I needed to go back on [also with psychodoc's approval] It has taken quite a while for my systems to get balanced out!!! Hopefully tomorrow goes better!!!:crazy-eye I have had to come to terms with myself that for now I needed that Remeron as I work on my TRAUMA....My ex stopped by yesterday afternoon....to bring me 4 bags of cat food and 2 huge buckets of cat litter....I think that he is mellowing in his old age....Okay by me....I was about out of all that cat stuff....Tomorrow it is to rain....okay by me....I feel more comfortable under cloudy and rainy skies!!!! I know that's odd....but boy do I LOVE the rain!!!!!!!!