Joanna, if your going to post a topic, then you need to provide some information. I know and understand your hurting, but honestly Joanna, lets get serious here and stop stuffing about. The traits your displaying are exactly inline with borderline personality disorder, being help me, but I won't let you. Don't get me wrong, I am not mad or upset at you Joanna, I am just too the point though. You are writing posts to call people in, then you say nothing, you want attention, but then won't talk about anything in substance.

If you want my help Joanna, and that of members here, stop stuffing about with people here, because that is exactly what your doing. We are here to help you Joanna, but you won't let us. So instead, what your doing is creating posts to gain attention, then once you got it, grabbing it but doing no work on your behalf.

Joanna, people here have time to give towards supporting and helping you, otherwise they wouldn't respond, but your not doing yourself any favours IMHO towards members here by stuffing them about by calling them in, then doing nothing to help yourself. If you want help Joanna, then help yourself. If you don't, then I am simply going to continue combining all your threads of attention into one, because no outcome is resolving from any of them.

Again Joanna, don't take me the wrong way, I am not upset or angry at you, far from it, but I am straight to the point with people in regard to what goes on here upon this forum. I already know what can be detrimental to other members of this forum, because if I feel something, others will also.