Far from it batgirl, far from it. All your showing are the typical lesser signs of OCD that come with PTSD as a result of Agoraphobia. Your not actually OCD, because as you lessen your trauma, your symptoms will lessen, and as you commence exposure therapy to the world again, the OCD elements that partially exist will be no more. This is why is bermuses me at times when a therapist / physician get ahead of themselves with labelling, and give a PTSD sufferer an OCD label, when in fact their not OCD at all, they just display traits of it because of other reasons.