Normal, whats that?

Had a crap afternoon. Was supposed to meet my ex flatty to get bond money off of her and sign paperwork. She got us \to rearrange the time then didn't bother showing.

Then later last night CFS guy texted wanting to hook up. His text I autiomatically deleted. Was in such a high anxiety state I ended up getting up at 2am to take some Temazepam. I hate them pills, but at least they calm me enough to actually sleep.
Other then that, today has been peachy. Got my hair cut off (far too hot to keep it shaggy) now it's short in a kinda ringletty cap. Hairdresser says it's cute. I just looked at her and thought, me cute?

Guess the good old self esteem is having a low day (not that it ever gets real high)

But at least I didn't answer CFS (that I can be proud of).