Damn Anthony and in General... Lets talk about getting to the nitty gritty... But so needed as we have all made bad choices. As we have talked about the road map.

You best keep it it up if I am jumping in too... Oh man hard.

OK... The time in typing this is probably a lot longer than it looks. I gotta figure out where to even start.

Was a stripper... Gasp. Could go in details why and whole self image but not the point I think this is an exposure.

Could drink any damn person under the table... at 98 lbs... Laid bets as it was easy cash so used to drowning myself.

Hurt a lot of people. People I viewed as weak or bullies but at the same time fell victim to domestic violence. Had no problem kicking a man in the face if touched at the club I worked at and took pleasure in it as the face was so even with the boot on stage, and well I never got in trouble for it.

When I was a D.J. at a club I would secretly record after hours BS on the local cops they had going on. Send files to self. Never hurt to have a little padding. A canine cop was really bad and well he was crazy about the club owner my bud...

Used to do wet tee shirt contest and "tight fittin' jean". I was hated as I normally won but at least my only competion was a young tall girl I tried to not let fall into the "scene". She was such a smart one and then she found street drugs and lost her. Was hard. Had to feed the kids... Life as I knew it.

Went over a table once and beat the shit out of a guy who ran his tab for the night to about a grand. Zero tip, I would not let him touch me. Uhhh, not my job. He got touched at end of night hard. I busted my ass and whole night was about $2 because of that shit. I was waiting tables then.

I will let someone go next. Won't go into promoting clubs, MCing, and managing yet. And I am a simple farmer now :) And Anthony has to keep going too. No not an angel here and not proud but bits of my past. Shit I hope my kids never know for sure.