Looking across room - see base ball bat damage... Not a first.

"cheated on ex" Not sure I could call it full blown cheating as he was encouraging it and pushed it, it was just twisted shit he was into and I am a dumb ass for doing so. I dumped ex and ran off with the guy I picked, even bigger mistake... I was looking for an easy way out and that was a "from the pan to the fire" move.

Arranged for a pedophile to get his ass kicked - not good, but I sure as hell don't regret that one. Did not have him shot like he deserved IMO.

Raging alcoholic for years. Could not and would not have sex or sleep unless mind blowing drunk. Can tell I don't drink hardly at all as a few (3)glasses of wine last night and my head still hurts. I enjoyed them but cannot get the taste out now, yuck.