Resumed cutting my xanax after it being on hold, I think the zoloft out of my system has steadied a bit so ready to go.

Current 1.5 mg should start really hurting tomorrow but only for a few days, though surprised the back ache has already kicked in, maybe that is kids home and no hubs... At least I know I will shed some weight (yes, I can think if a dozen better way to do it too) That is me trying to look at the bright side.

Made first step in unloading animals yesterday, 58 chickens gone and 1 duck... Tomorrow another load out and then again Monday or Tuesday. Was emotionl but it is good as it needs to be done.