Well, lets just say I'm a work in progress.
As a kid I quite used to stick chewed bubble gum in the sun then when it was all molten stand on it.
I'd climb to the top of the pine trees and jump from branch to branch to get down, about 20 m in the air.
When I was seven I pushed my twin out of a mango tree.
By ten I was offering myself sexually to the neibour hood guys.
At ten I kicked a classmate off of the monkey bars, he ended up with an open fracture on his lower leg. I poked it and asked if it hurt.
Started smoking when I was eight, went cold turkey when I was 11
Made out with my best friend at twelve. Was one of the only enjoyable sexual experienced I have had.
Started burning myself when I was twelve
Rubbed mango sap up my arms when I was thirteen.
Also when thirteen I took a full packet of antihistamines in a suicide attempt. Slept for 36 hours and that was it.
At 16 slept with a guy because he was all churchy church and I liked the thought of corrupting him.
Put my hand through a window at school because I was pissed off at 16.
Put paperclips in power points and turned them on at 16
Hooked up with another guy at 17 because it was the 'right' thing to do.
Groped a male teacher the same year. He left the school because of it.
Hooked up with another guy who beat the crap out of me at 21. Stayed with him and provoked him at times to be 'punished'
Emotionally cheated on him
Hooked up with a guy whose GF was pregnant. Let him hit me/ tie me up, again because I figurede I deserved it.
Picked up random married guys to sleep with.
Ummmm yeah.
Think that is about it.
All in all, not so bad. |