Pain is really starting to get to me... and it just keeps getting worse.
As it gets colder, the ache is getting stronger :(

Twitching like crazy... I hate this shit,
Just feeling negative.

I'm too messed up to work right now,
plus I have major facial reconstructive surgery booked for Jan 8th, 2007.
The Canadian and Alberta government won't give me financial assistance because my boyfriend makes more than $700 a month
(seriously though, how does the gov't expect people to survive off of that much a month... rent costs more than that!)

After the accident I tried pretend that nothing had happened.
Although I required someone to come with me each time,
I continued to do the extremely part-time work I did while in college
(it was 1-3 shifts a month... 1 hour shifts)

So now the insurance people are saying that even though I have over 3 Doctors who have diagnosed me as not being able to work... I obviously can because I kept my job after the accident.

Then I was pushed to go to more school, no one wanted me to take a break (I had just graduated from college)
so being an idiot I take out a student loan and enroll in another college.
As you all (or most of you) know... I had to leave school for medial reasons.
I basically had a major breakdown.
Anyways... now I have montly student loan payments.
Plus the school penalized me $900, and now I have a collection agency after me for it... I just want to cry.

So in other words... if you don't give up right away, and attempt to get your life back... you get screwed!!! :(
I have morals, so the last thing on my mind was worrying about insurance politics.
Being a hardworker has been something I pride myself in, so quitting a job was hard for me to do.

But looking back... if I would have said "i give up! I have to quit my job! etc." then I would be getting the disability checks I need so desperatly!
How stupid is that!!!!!!
Hardworkers and people who don't wimp out right away lose... at least thats how I feel right now.

Y&A