seeing fear in so many sets of eyes?
certainly not going to judge you for being HIV+

, healing PT SD is more pain than living with it, but at least the pain for the most part ends within a year or two
I don't know what it is like to have HIV obviously, nor the mental repercussions associated too that; but I have no doubt that you have your fair share of shit sitting on your mind daily.

Be kind to yourself Beadle,

Hi Anthony
I feel no threat from any one on this site ,,
but around my world I still to this day do see it ,, even from some people who have known me for years ,, their ignorance of the communicability's of AIDS is amazing ,,,
It has been Hard , but I even have a sister who could not give me a hug for 11 yrs.
I have learned to let people have there fears ,, some time they get over them ,, when I first went public with that info in AA People got up and move d from me ,, A couple Min's. later one girl came over to me gave me a big Kiss and Hug and said " You stuck around for one miracle now stick around for the next " Its people like that who have saved My life ,, I like to call them "Real"
Somtimes I am way to awhear of how sack this world is ,, I have learned way to many hard lessons for my age and I'm 52 I do understand the mantal and physical Pain we must go through two get past this illness ,, I was beaten to my knee's in front of God and a couple homan beings utterly humbled by this shit ,, and finaly did some healing ,,, I think your way may be quicker but with a bit of help from very rare people in AA I got thru the hardest Part ,, I just still nead more help ,, more healing Thats why I'm here,,
I was trying yesturday and finally did get out of my own way , I went to my good friends House ,, we talked ,, I went thru the day
if you have seen the Movie Philidelphia you can get an idea of what some people are like to AIDS victoms it may be somthing like what they are towards PTSD vics in a way
they just don't understand ,, People have bin persecuting others for thousands of yrs. for one reason or another after all enuff
Thanks again for understanding ,,,,,,,,
Beatle going to :smoking: