Tough start to the morning, but did things right and this soon changed, our family went to mother-in-law's house for Thanksgiving dinner and we'all seemed to enjoy ourselves and each other. Abruptly and briefly irritable this afternoon, followed by withdrawn and scatterbrained. Later relaxed a bit and played noisy game of scrabble jr. Tonight depressed, somewhat feeling in shock of the reality of my PTSD. Very strange, but true. And, tonight finding some humor and inspiration to lift my spirit.