Rambling is good for me... I definately do my fair share of it.

Mate, that sucks that its just not working out with the missus, and especially after the hard times and road your taking to try and get better. Its long, and hard, but definately worth it. The footy thing... mate, don't beat yourself up over it. I would actually jump up and down, go to the news papers, etc etc, and tell them that no ambulance is being supplied. My son started rugby league at 4 years of age playing for Centrals, and is 15 now, and I know he used that ambulance once, and definatley used the medics several times during games.

Your definately doing the right thing for sticking up for the kids, cause hell, lets face it, if you don't, who will? The kids can't do it themselves, so your the next best thing. Lawyers are always brought in to play scare tactics, but at the end of the day, you are entitled to make it public if the board decide to take away a neccessity from our children. I'm actually surprised more parents haven't had something to say about it, or gone to the media about it. I know it would be a great story for the local news up their.

You are doing the right thing mate, stick by your guns, and don't let other pricks bring you down for doing whats right.

Bloody job well done mate... stick it up em.

Oh... a big congratulations on starting the PTSD course next month. I know you may get a bit nervous as it gets closer... well, probably already are nervous / anxious, but fight through it, turnup and it will help you more than you think.