My God GR'ass it brought tears to my eyes reading all that you wrote. I just love the way you expressed yourself. Please keep speaking and sharing your truths, letting all your pain and it all Out. And, all the anger out, when safe for you to do so, in as constructive ways as you can. We won't judge you, in fact I want the very best for you. I want more for you than I want for myself, because my God GR'ass you amaze me with your strength each time you share and post. Please don't hesitate to share, anything, and all that you want and need to, and get it all Out. Sorry if this feels a little mushy to you, but that's how I feell right now warm, teary eyed and mushy and wish I could give you a great big hug right now.

I believe you have every bit of needed strength to heal and hope you will channel and use every bit of it for your healing, GR'ass.

My thoughts are with you, pulling for you and hoping for the very best for you in your healing process.