Hi Phenoix,
Just wanted to say hello and welcome to the community, I am glad you found the site, you will be able to find lots of support here, I am the same as you, I aslo barely found this site I did not look for support and was always in denial about my ptsd, I am glad I found people to talk with and you will be too. hope to hear more from you, don't be afraid to say all that you need to. BYE