Welcome Ranger, This a great place to be, Well to tell you the truth it sucks that any of us have to be here based on our common ground of PTSD but like a lot of us here you have had to see and bear witness to that which normal everday people should never have to be exposed to. For that you are a hero, for that you now live in constant pain and conflict. doesnt seem fair does it. But thank you for what you have seen, and done and thank you for coming here to start to heal.