Hey Ranger
wow I've never been called a forfarther ,, oh oh there goes the pride thing ,,, LOL thanks
hope to hear more from you ,, this is tough stuff to deal with ,,,
when the going get tough ,, the tough get gonig ,, some times that was all I could hang on to ,,, 25yrs later I finaly gves up all the mentel Pain ,, sounds like you got a better jump on it than i did ,, a good thing ,, I almost blew my old ladies head of once ,, have not owned a fire arm since ,,
the physical Pain now that a nother thing , thirty years ago I was able to ignore it , or just drive on ,, a little while back I tried the pain med thing
had to give all that up too ,, got addicted real bad ,, funny thing them drugs ,,, now I just keep active :walking: and try to have a good time ,, helping others helps the spirit and the head ,,,
talk to ya soon Beatle
Keep your head up Ranger 2