Anthony the questions you just asked seem to crank it up more than when I wrote about it. I guess that would be normal ? About triage, The severly burned was the first thing I saw. I guess I feel that I should have helped them regardless but at that point in my career that wasn't my job and I knew I had to look at (hate this too) The Big Picture. When I think about it I'm conflicted. I don't know if what I did was the right thing regardless of my responsibilty. The Team of Psycologists that I saw (at the university) kept telling me "you can't save the world by yourself". Rationally I know thats true but can't help but think I should have given some kind of medical tx to them instead of rushing on by and directing other responders. It all seems like something from a really bloody movie. Right now I can't concentrate too well. I'm going to have to take a breake for now.