Ranger
I was thinking an than I read what Anthony told you above ,,
And I realize he is so right ,, I forgot what all those years were like trying to hang on till I got help ,, you know It was another vet that told my it was OK to cry ,,, even that took a few more years ,,, But I didn't have the proper help ,, you may find hear,, what I DO KNOW IT IS HARD AND PAINFUL BUT TO TALK ABOUT EVERY THING GETTING RID OF EVERY SECRET GIVE YOU BACK YOUR LIVE ,, I have made peace with the demon within ,,
I help people today ,,, I was bringing AA to prizon , couse I've bin there ,,
and a young Ranger came up to me and asked how long i took to come down,
I tryed to steer him in the right direction but lost track of him ,,
I wish you well 3 years in to helping myself ,, I was vigaressly invited to a fight ,, I didn't atend for the first time 20 yrs ,,,I walked away
and felt good about it ,,
helping others helps you ,,
your doing it here http://www.ptsdforum.org/images/icons/icon14.gif Beatle