I wanted to say welcome to the forum. The cycling Anthony describes sounds accurate to me, we all get to feeling a little better to find an even lower low each round. And like Nam the thought was I was stable and had everything I wanted in life and desired, despite my issues, then I hit the ultimate crash and burn. For the life of me why when I had everything so picture perfect my world fell in on my head beyond control. I got to the point of heal or die then. So here I am.

One thing that jumped at me as to you wonder why things are creeping back in and no one pointed out to you yet is you recently married too. Stress is stress and brings symptoms back on. Even good stress like getting married, it is a big deal. It can make symptoms flare up.