Not going to say drunk driving never happened here but it was isolated, I felt in danger, and I had an "escort", I called someone to meet me on one of the back country roads before I hit town to follow incase I hit someone it was them.

My guilt, I tore up my twin's marriage (one of them). She confided in me she had an affair. I was a dumb ass and had to ask "did you at least use a condom?" She had to be honest and said no. I was so torn. But in this day and age of HIV being deadly I could not keep my mouth shut. She met the guy on the net. I called her hubs and told him and told him to get tested. Was a long time for her to get over being pissed about that. That divorce also resulted in my oldest neice finding out that second husband of my twin was not her real dad and that she had been married before. As when it was over with my sis he walked away from my niece. No one saw that coming he raised her from an infant as his own and she was taught that was her dad no ifs, ands, or buts... She went on to find out her real dad was a crack head.

Anthony, I am surprised at the support you got really! I kept it shut for a reason. While I think any woman is stupid putting herself in a man's shoes striking a man, as that is just flat stupid (a lot of men need no reason why give them one?), men are physically the stronger of the two and one strike can do some damage. Being on the recieving end and giving I just can't wrap my mind around it being condoned.

But you also put it under bad shit... Getting guilt out. You have to forgive yourself and move on. We all screw up good. I went after hubs once before diagnosed, I had lost it big time and he said to hit him over and over to let it out. I went on a wailing spree until I wore myself out. I know a guy can take it from a short shit like me as I did not hurt him. Had a man done me like that I would be in a hospital! He loves me and at the time I have no clue what I was thinking. It was rage. I was truly at my worst and he knew I had to go after something. I do feel terrible on taking him up on that offer!