Hey Jade, Welcome. I know now that I have had PTSD for about 20 yrs. I've been treated for it about 10 yrs ago but I'm just now accepting the fact that it controls my life. It's really hard. Just don't minimize everything like I did. Your gonna feel pain for quite awhile. You may not win the war now but it will certainly help with the future battles. You are in the right place. Lots of Luck.