Y&A sounds like great advice for us all to follow to step back and look! We can be so self centered at times and just don't grasp we are.

I am so sorry to hear about problems with paying for your pain meds. I do not know much about Canada (OK, your flag is red and white and y'all are North), but don't y'all have a system that covers that? I mean don't y'all pay an ass load of tax so not to have to incur those costs? Hell we have a bitch of a time over here paying and are not taxed as hard. I hope you are able to get to the pain clinic soon!

Hubs hit a low point this afternoon and seemed so depressed. We had been joking at the doctors office because we were bored and he took a depression test... He said he was disappointed he scored so low and how I always ace those tests LOL... He is a smart ass. But we know we are moving, he put money down, he signed a lease. But still it had to go before the church elders, as it was used as home for the the pastor and his family and is property of the church (pastor bought a house so it is up for rent). Well, he got the call they approved it today and his mood went so down hill FAST. He said he had to just get out of the house, I totally can relate, he has been cooped up with me and a toddler and Lord only knows which of us is worse. He perked up after a bike ride and out of the house for a bit. Guess he is uneasy about the move too, I really thought he was happy to go back home and be close to family.

Tired here, nightmares all night last night. It has been a while since having them so no rest. Hubs had commented he was pleased to see me sleep as I still don't do much since coming off the SSRI and let me. I did sleep long but it was fitful. Very sore today and frustrated at shrinks. Just a long crappy day.