Hi Jen

Sorry you are feeling that way at the moment.
Just some food for thought-maybe the toughen skin we have acquired has put you in a self protection mode. We tend to toughen up to all the shit that has been thrown at us during the bad times. Maybe we get scared to get to intimate when they are feeling better & more up to it because if we let our guard down & think that there is that sign of the "old" them we will find it hard to deal with them when they come crashing down again.
Or maybe your just too tired & can't be buggered!