Yer, it is not something in my character. I do see a difference though is allowing someone to hit me, opposed to constantly being hit over and over. I didn't actually hit her hard, because I was aware of the damage I could do, but she still ended up on her arse as a result, and I think the fall knocked her more than me hitting her. If I hit her hard, I would most likely be in jail, cause I think she would be dead. I used restraint, even under such a shit situation, that was bad shit in my past.

I guess there are pro's and con's too it... but I did it, and I admit doing it, so yes... hence the thread. It is out, and I actually feel a bit better about it being so.