Kinda what the doc said today. "Your nightmares really only have meaning to you". I don't think being on this forum has much to do with it. I'm opening "Pandora's Box" again and alot of people know about it B/C I had to pick a psychologist or the PD would pick one for me. Been through this several times and the city docs don't have the guts to stand up and tell admin. they can't have access to my records. I got a good doc now that I trust so I think I am being more open and honest than the last times. Nightmares still suck. Do I use too many "I" statements. I think I do.