Oh I know why I'm so angry... it's frustration.
Frustration at the fact that I'm deemed unable to work at the age of 22,
frustrated that I have to rely on someone to take care of me,
frustrated that I can't stand to look in the mirror because of the scars
frustrated that I need at least 2 more surgeries to try to fix my face
frustrated at the way everyone around me handles "the accident"
frustrated that I have PTSD, and somedays it just seems way to overwhelming.
That's why I'm so damn angry,
and everytime I try to sit down and "fix" some of my frustrations,
I realize that most of the issues are to huge for me to deal with right now
wow... that's a load off my chest... |