Grandmother was transferred to the ICU today :(
My poor grandfather is beyond devasted.
They had just went back to Mexico too (they live there half the year) and she had to be rushed back to Canada for surgery.
After surgery things just got worse.
So I'm seriously considering jumping on a bus and going to see her (5 hours away)

Anxiety levels are sky high.

My moms visiting me this weekend (she's asleep upstairs now)
I really enjoyed our day together which was awesome, we went to the mall.
Unfortunatly I broke down in tears twice in the food court, once in the mall, and once more on the drive home.
I just don't do well with changes to my day.
And I felt soooo bad about crying infront of her, because there was nothing she could do to make my situation better.

Anyways, enough rambling for one post.
I'll be back later

Y&A