For a long time after the accident I was injured too. I just didnt really care because I was just so devastated and still am about my girlfriend. I got stabbed by some glass chunks in my stomach, and for a little bit after I would cough up blood now and then. Sometimes I have phases where I will pass out or think the accident was happening again. Sometimes my dreams seem really like they are happening. I feel like I am in a dark hole. It is just really hard for me to get by. Sometimes I get a little too crazy and will start talking to her like she is listening. What is wrong with me? I feel so out of place and unbelonging and like I have no use anymore. I dont feel important or anything. I am too scared to talk to people, I am so shy. I feel like at any random second something bad will happen just like that. And something important will be gone. Everything scares me like riding in cars is hard. I will jump if anyone even makes a movement towards me even unintentionally. If someone comes up from behind, I get freaked out really easily like I am being attacked. It seems like I am too sensitive and fragile. If someone says something to me in the wrong way I will not be able to handle it, I will just go to my bed. I am done for now.