Hi ashen,

Wow you really are in the thick of it right now. You seem to be a little hard on yourself though. At least you can recognise that you have your own issues which are contributing to your environment. Where it gets more difficult is understanding that fine line between what are 'relationship issues' and what are personal issues. Anthony and I have found, and I still struggle with it a lot, that this line gets blurred quite easily when you add PTSD to the mix.

** Baby calls, continue this later **