Im glad you are able to see things in what other people feel and write and help yourself....I am happy that it helps somebody.
unfortunately, i am not doing to well with this whole deal and i am begining to feel alot of anger.
The argueing has not stopped :( it has only gotten worse....we were up til past midnight last night fighting :( i finally took some of his Xanax pills and fell asleep in my car :( I came back in the house after 2am because i couldnt sleep becasue i was so cold :(
i cant do this anymore.... I see that he wants nothing to do with me and it drives me crazy!!
I told him last night, why doesnt he leave me and move on (like he did last year) and his response?! "we all know how that went" what the heck is that supposed to mean??? that i stopped him from moving on?! i cant take it :( i have weird feelings and horrible thoughts, i want to leave.....