Hey anthony this is probaly the wrong place to put this other than send a private message. I know most of us suffer the same symptoms at given times what i cannot find within this forum is someone who has suffered the same incident with the truck / suicide. I have just about worn the computer out looking, the subject is either taboo or im in a small club. Being on this side of the table and going through what i have with police issues, coroners court and the workcover system. Wondering if you know of anybody within this forum that i could help and could help me come out the other side of PTSD a stronger and possible a better person .

Sorry for posting here cheers
Rob