somaliaspouse,

I have been watching your posts with Anthony and know that you are due to do the PTSD course soon but are thinking of pulling out. It really sounds like you need some help now and this course would be great for you.........although you won't feel like going on day one and some of the other days, IT really is worth considering hanging around Townsville for that. Do you have some support/help in the mean time? Your last post concerns me a bit. I will get Anthony onto this post as he will definately have some immediate ways to help yourself. I understand, from an outsiders perspective that it takes a lot of energy/willpower/motivation that you probably feel like you don't have however talking to someone will help with that immediately. Take care.