One of the things that I tried to get out and did not and there are some others... But one thing I said I would touch up on at the start of the thread and have not... It came to light during moving. It was club promotions, I did when DJing. I saw after many years the photos of the shoot for the "gentelmen's clubs" On one hand made me ill on the other I thought I used to look like that??? Bright side even though I did the newspaper ads (you know "those" news papers) I am happy I turned down a bill board... I would never lived that one down. So even if bad and embarassing it could have been plastered on a freeway!

I just got those photos and it was a major throw back. Bad thing was in some I saw the bruising on my arms from being grabbed during abuse that I did not recall, it brought it to the surface a couple days ago and left me pretty messed up but I am sure I will be fine now. Guess it had to sink in, and lord I have been too busy to dwell...