Hi YA,

Hope you are feeling a little better today. Damn medication, evil beast that it is. Once you've sorted the dosage that is right for you hopefully it will make things a little easier. Don't beat yourself up too much about being a little 'complicated' while testing this stuff out, it can't make you feel very nice. Hard for you guys when you have PTSD which already adds stress to your body and then trying to find the right balance with medication. Seems a little cruel that the stuff which is supposed to make your life easier can sometimes make it worse. Anyhow, take care of you its just one of those rough steps to finding out what works for you. As Anthony keeps saying, it does get better!!