Thread: Bec's Mental Imagery
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Old 03-01-2007, 03:09 PM
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  • raped again at age 17, was told I asked for it


This lovely memory was horridly triggered on Sunday night. I relived every minute of that whole week. I felt like clawing off my skin with javex and a wire brush. I'm still not on an even keel from this. I've never felt emotions like that before! Hell, I never really felt this "episode" as I stuffed it when it was happening and never reopened it again. (I'm not sure if this should be here or in the imagery thingy, as I suspect this is from that.. the emotions are not normal for me...) I have to go to work shortly, but I wanted to start this now. I will add to it as I can. This is going to be hard. I've only spoke of it once and that was Sunday night when I was hysterical and desperately trying not to fall off the wagon!

Bec
Last edited by becvan; 03-01-2007 at 03:10 PM. Reason: Moved this to imagery thread.. as this is the cause, therefore the solution
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