Think I ran a marathon last night. Woke up early with real bad cramps in my back and legs. Still hurts now, although I've been for a gentle walk to try and ease things a bit.

Doing really bad with the weight thing too at the moment. Got to my "panic weight". I decided a while ago that I wouldn't worry too much unless I dropped to a certain weight. Never actually thought I would get to that. Went past it before I realised. Been eating healthy stuff as well as high calorie stuff (chocolate and ice-cream, bicuits etc), but still losing weight. Wish I could can whatever it is that causes the weight loss and sell it - would make millions. Side-effects are a bummer though!!!!

Weird thing is, despite all the stress at work, I've actually been feeling ok in myself, so I'm thinking I've slipped back into denial mode again!