You under estimate yourself mouse with your own self esteem. Maybe you are lacking a little confidence at present, but your overall self esteem is high, and I dare say it is that way because of the job you do, being EMS. Break or not from that job, if someone fell over, your confidence would be high, your ability to help that person immediately. This is just one aspect, but you definately show a high self esteem mouse from your imagery, not poor.
Maybe more one of those thinking vs. believing things again? You think you have a poor self esteem, but your subconscious believes you have a high self esteem, because that is what is represented from mental imagery, your subconscious state. |