I have a real trouble remember the rapes that involved other people as I have not ot a lot of recognition of them and to be honest I have no absoulute no idea who they are as the faces are very shadowy and I do not recognize them I did not hold back the info about the other person as I suddenly just got a flashback of it happening and then it all seemed so real, Now I dont know if I was just there to make the two of them et oing or if I was a required member in the acts they commited, I have to admit that talking about this aspect has created some deep seated anger and suicidal ideations and feelins of the need to self harm, thank od that I am at work and that can preoccupy my mind ratherthan remeber what a disgustin contributor and dirty role that I played. I feel used and I feel worthless not to mention the fact that I can not shake the visions and as mentioned earlier the physical pain. Also I have begun looking into charging my uncle with rape but at present I am not ready or able to do it, just getting all the facts in order