You feel a sense of confusion within life, likely due to feeling unappreciated, depreciated even. You feel life is difficult right now, and you’re very aware of this difficulty. You feel as though you progress forward regardless, though your being held back by a present secret you keep, possibly due to the feeling off being controlled by another. Your trusting and enjoy intimate relationships, though you maintain a secret here that you are very aware. You would like to think you don’t approach intimacy with haste, yet you are very impulsive to get involved. You feel highly emotional from the sadness that surrounds your support systems in life. You show good support systems are currently present, though you demonstrate a low self esteem. You place a high value on commitment and can often be more concerned about materialistic values. You feel your commitment is healthy, though you have commitment towards someone, or something, else other than your partner (if spouse present), something alcoholic, which could simply define someone or something more fun. You are faced with a significant unexpected problem or situation at present, which you see no future to look forward as a result of this problem / situation.

Hope, how does this stack up against what is going on within your mind?