You feel a great deal of confusion surrounding your life, likely due to the feeling of being depreciated throughout it. You are trusting, impulsive to get involved, yet deception predominates from depreciation, highlighting your poor self esteem. You are aware of your sexual intimacy issues, and that your support systems have been / are inadequate. You are quite confused about commitment, likely due to the victimization you feel due to being attacked and hurt. You see little hope for the future at present.