Thanks Bec,
I wish I could say I am great and all... but that would be a lie.

Basically my situation is:
* Pain clinic confirmed the nerve damage in my face (the thought that this pain may be permenant is too overwhelming to think about)
* Still recovering from the reconstructive surgery I had a couple of weeks ago.
* My back/neck/jaw/eyes/face just friggin hurts... constantly
* Student loans and bills are long overdue... and I'm not well enough to work... Poor boyfriend is working 7 days a week trying to keep up.
* Roomate is stressing the heck out of me. Not having rent on time, needing rides, borrowing money (that I can't afford to lend) and just his negative attitude. Last night he told me that he was probally going to move out next month, which is good because it means less stress... but it's bad because it means we pay the entire mortage payment.
* It snowed almost a foot last last night... and I had to drive myself to my therapists this morning... plus I still have to go to physical therapy later on today.
* Boyfriend wants to invite some work buddies over for a BBQ this weekend. I am so excited for him, because, he more then deserves a night to chill with friends. On the other hand, I'm nervous as heck, because my "safe zone" is gone and I will be in a social situation.

... I'm gonna stop there for now... otherwise I'll end up hiding in some blankets instead of going to physical therapy.


Everyroom remember to take care of yourselves!!!
Y&A